Twisted Heart Strings

I wrapped my self in your love,
yet, u disregaurd us, as if we never were.
Leaving me here with the blues.
No clues, of how we arrived here.
Your gone, and now Im left in fear.
Wipping tears, away with memories thats engraved in me.
My heart you have, please give me FREE.
You cant see, cause if you had eyes.
You would pull them out and look at all my pain,
then yourself, you would despise.
I love you with the depths of my very being.
How can you let go, and keep disbeliving, in we.
Maybe, you always wanted to be FREE, without me.
I've traveled to that far off place, called insanity.
Got lost along the way, cause I was trying to find the Goddesse in me.
So I could travel back to that familiar place called sanity.
So I could start back beliving that without you, I would still have me.
I dont wanna lose me trying to keep you.
I dont wanna lose you and still lose me.
So what the forever in a day do I do with blues and no clues and this scar across my heart.
How do I heal, and still not feel pain when the thought of you rains down on me, on me, down on me.
BABY, BABY, BABY.. if I could rock you to a sweet melody, and slip you into accoma.
I would.
Drink myself silly and forget you ever exsisted.
Then maybe, just maybe, I wouldn't feel so bad.
Then maybe, I would feel better.
Amen